Pulang dengan hati yang sejahtera

Assalammualaikum...

Selamat hari lahir En UKA..

Doa saya moga awak kekalkan iman awak pada ALLAH malah makin bertambah iman. Doa saya moga awak menjadi sebenar-benar Muslim.. Doa saya moga awak diberi kesihatan yang baik untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab awak sebagai Muslim.. Doa saya moga ALLAH permudahkan semua untuk awak dan untuk kita... Doa saya moga ALLAH tunjukkan kita, merahmati, memberkati, meredhai dan memandu kita dalam setiap langkah kita...

Pulang dengan hati yang sejahtera.. Itu adalah impian saya sekarang.. hanya itu.. Saya hanya ingin kembali kepada ALLAH dengan hati yang sejahtera... Sukar, saya tahu sukar.. Tapi saya harus mencuba.. Saya hamba berdosa.. saya pendosa..Kalaulah dosa berbau busuk, pasti tiada siapa yang mendekati saya sekarang.. Malah, pasti saya akan dihina, dimaki dan dipandang sepi.. Pasti semua membenci saya..

Wahai Allah, saya pernah tersilap langkah.. Engkau mengetahui tentang itu...Malah Engkau masih memberikan nikmatMu... Masih memberi si pendosa ini peluang untuk mencari keampunanMu..

Wahai ALLAH, betapa sebenarnya hamba ini malu untuk menghadapMu...malu untuk meminta dariMu sedangkan diri berlumuran dosa... Namun Engkau masih memberikan harapan lewat kalam suciMu, lewat insan-insan yang mengabdi diri padaMu.. Benarlah janjiMu, tika hambaMu mencariMu selangkah, maka Engkau sebenarnya lebih pantas dengan hambaMu...

wahai ALLAH,
Bagaimanalah kiranya mampu kuteruskan langkah ini?
Wahai ALLAH,
Engkau mengetahui impianku yang satu... Pulang kepadaMu dengan hati sejahtera... Malah Engkau lebih mengetahui apa yang ingin hamba ini lakukan untuk kembali kepadaMu..
Wahai ALLAH, lembutkan hati mereka... Moga dipermudahkan jalan untuk kami wahai ALLAH... Sungguh, andai hanya sehari pun hatta seminit sekalipun untuk kesempatan itu, sebelum salah seorang kami menemuiMU,maka ku kira itu yang terbaik... Moga hati ini pulang dengan hati yang sejahtera..

10 ways to avoid marrying the wrong person..

Assalammualaikum...

Nak baca tapi panjang sgt n kesuntukkan masa, jadi telah ku copy paste dari sini http://muslimvillage.com/2011/10/27/15806/10-ways-to-avoid-marrying-the-wrong-person/
Hei penulis saya share ya... huhu

There is a right way and a wrong way to get to know someone for marriage.  The wrong way is to get caught up in the excitement and nuance of a budding relationship and in the process completely forget to ask the critical questions that help determine compatibility.  One of the biggest mistakes that many young Muslims make is rushing into marriage without properly and thoroughly getting to know someone.  A common myth is that the duration of a courtship is an accurate enough measure of how compatible two people are.  The logic follows that the longer you speak with someone, the better you will know them.  The problem with that premise is that no consideration is given to how that time is spent. Increasingly, young Muslim couples are engaging in “halal dating,” which is basically socializing with each other in the company of friends and/or family. This includes going out to dinner, watching a movie, playing some sport or other leisure activity, etc.  Depending on the family or culture, conversations are either minimal & chaperoned or worse, unrestricted and unsupervised. When you consider these  limitations it makes one wonder when exactly, if ever at all, would the critical conversations take place?  Unfortunately, for many, the answer is never and they live to suffer the consequences.  If you or someone you know is in the “getting to know someone” phase,  the following guide offers advice on exactly what to look for and avoid:

1) Do Not Marry Potential:  Oftentimes men consider marrying a woman hoping she never changes while a woman considers marrying a man she hopes she can change.  This is the wrong approach on both accounts.  Don’t assume that you can change a person after you’re married to them or that they will reach their potential.  There is no guarantee, after all, that those changes will be for the better. In fact, it’s often for the worse. If you can’t accept someone or imagine living with them as they are then don’t marry them.  These differences can include a number of things such as ideological or practical differences in religion, habits, hygiene, communication skills, etc.

2) Choose Character over Chemistry:  While chemistry and attraction are no doubt important, character precedes them both. A famous quote follows, “Chemistry ignites the fire, but character keeps it burning.” The idea of falling “in love” should never be the sole reason for marrying someone; it is very easy to confuse infatuation and lust for love.  The most important character traits to look for include humility, kindness, responsibility, & happiness. Here’s a breakdown of each trait:

• Humility: The humble person never makes demands of people but rather always does right by them. They put their values and principles above convenience and comfort.  They are slow to anger, are modest, and avoid materialism.
• Kindness: The kind person is the quintessential giver. They seek to please and minimize the pain of others. To know if a person is a giver, observe how they treat their family, siblings, and parents. Do they have gratitude towards their parents for all that they’ve done for them? If not, then know that they will never appreciate what you do for them. How do they treat people they don’t have to be kind towards (i.e. waiters, sales associates, employees, etc)? How do they spend their money?  How do they deal with anger; their own anger and their reaction to someone else’s anger?
• Responsibility: A responsible person has stability in their finances, relationships, job, and character.  You can you rely on this person and trust what they say.
• Happiness: A happy person is content with their portion in life. They feel good about themselves and good about their life. They focus on what they have rather than on what they don’t have.  They very rarely complain.

3) Do Not Neglect The  Emotional Needs of Your Partner:  Both men and women have emotional needs and in order for a partnership to be successful those needs must be mutually met. The fundamental emotional need of a woman is to be loved.  The fundamental emotional need of a man is to be respected and appreciated.  To make a woman feel loved give her the three AAAs:  Attention, Affection, & Appreciation.  To make a man feel loved give him the three RRRs:  Respect, Reassurance, & Relief.  It is the obligation of each partner to make sure the other is happy and this extends to intimacy as well. As long as each partner is fulfilled by the emotional needs of the other, the intimate relationship will thrive.  When a man takes seriously the emotional needs of his wife she will feel more encouraged to fulfill his sexual desires. Likewise, when a woman takes seriously the emotional needs of her husband he will feel more encouraged to give her the affection, love and appreciation she wants from him. Working together in this way encourages both giving and receiving.

4) Avoid Opposing Life Plans:  In marriage you can either grow together or grow apart. Sharing a common purpose in life will increase the chance that you will grow together.

• You must know what the person is into. In other words, what are they ultimately passionate about?  Then ask yourself, “Do I respect this passion?” “Do I respect what they are into?”
• The more specifically you define yourself, i.e., your values, your beliefs, your lifestyle, the better chance you have of finding your life partner, your soul mate, the one you are most compatible with.
• Remember, before you decide who to take along on a trip, you should first figure out your destination.

5) Avoid Pre-Marital Sexual/Physical Activity:

• Recognize that there is incredible wisdom in why God has ordered us to refrain from intimacy before marriage; they are to prevent great harms as well as to keep sacred what is the most blessed part of a relationship between a man and a woman.
• Aside from the obvious spiritual consequences, when a relationship gets physical before its time, important issues like character, life philosophy, and compatibility go to the wayside. Consequently, everything is romanticized and it becomes difficult to even remember the important issues let alone talk about them.
• Intellectual commitment must be established before emotional or sexual commitment.

6) Avoid Lack of Emotional Connection:  There are four questions that you must answer YES to:

• Do I respect and admire this person?  What specifically do I respect and admire about this person?
• Do I trust this person?  Can I rely on them?  Do I trust their judgment?  Do I trust their word? Can I believe what they say?
• Do I feel Safe?  Do I feel emotionally safe with this person?  Can I be vulnerable?  Can I be myself?  Can I be open?  Can I express myself?
• Do I feel calm and at peace with this person?

If the answer is “I don’t know, I’m not sure, etc.” keep evaluating until you know for sure and truly understand how you feel. If you don’t feel safe now, you won’t feel safe when you are married.  If you don’t trust now, this won’t change when you are married!

7) Pay Attention to Your Own Emotional Anxiety: Choosing someone you don’t feel safe with emotionally is not a good recipe for a long-lasting and loving marriage.  Feeling emotionally safe is the foundation of a strong and healthy marriage.  When you don’t feel safe, you can’t express your feelings and opinions.  Learn how to identify whether you are in an abusive relationship.  If you feel you always have to monitor what you say, if you are with someone and you feel you can’t really express yourself and are always walking on eggshells, then it’s very likely you are in an abusive relationship.  Look for the following things:

• Controlling behavior: This includes controlling the way you act, the way you think, the way you dress, the way you wear your hair/hijab and the way you spend your time.  Know the difference between suggestions and demands.  Demands are an expression of control and if the demands are implied, than you must do it or there will be consequences. All of these are clear indications of abusive personalities.

• Anger issues: This is someone who raises their voice on a regular basis, who is angry, gets angry at you, uses anger against you, uses put downs, and curses at you, etc.  You don’t have to put up with this type of treatment.  Many people who tolerate this behavior usually come from abusive backgrounds.  If this is the case with you or someone you know, get help right away.  Deal with those issues before getting married or before even thinking about getting married.

Beware of Lack of Openness In Your Partner:  Many couples make the mistake of not putting everything on the table for discussion from the onset.  Ask yourself, “What do I need to know to be absolutely certain I want to marry this person?” “What bothers me about this person or the relationship?”  It’s very important to identify what’s bothering you, things that concern you, and things you are afraid to bring up for discussion. Then you must have an honest discussion about them. This is a great way to test the strength of your relationship. Bringing up issues when there’s conflict is a great opportunity to really evaluate how well you communicate, negotiate, and work together as a team.  When people get into power struggles and blame each other, it’s an indication they don’t work well as a team.  Also important is being vulnerable around each other. Ask deep questions of each other and see how your partner responds.  How do they handle it?  Are they defensive?  Do they attack?  Do they withdraw?  Do they get annoyed?  Do they blame you?  Do they ignore it?  Do they hide or rationalize it?  Don’t just listen to what they say but watch for how they say it!

9) Beware of Avoiding Personal Responsibility: It’s very important to remember no one else is responsible for your happiness. Many people make the mistake of thinking someone else will fulfill them and make their life better and that’s their reason for getting married.  People fail to realize that if they are unhappy as a single person, they will continue to be miserable when they are married.  If you are currently not happy with yourself, don’t like yourself, don’t like the direction your life is going now, it’s important to take responsibility for that now and work on improving those areas of your life before considering marriage.  Don’t bring these issues into your marriage and hope your partner will fix them.

10) Watch Out For Lack of Emotional Health and Availability In Your Potential Partner:  Many people choose partners that are not emotionally healthy or available. One huge problem is when a partner is unable to balance the emotional ties to family members, the marriage ends up having 3 (or more) people in it rather than two. An example of this would be if a man is overly dependent on his mother and brings that relationship into the marriage; this is no doubt a recipe for disaster.  Also important to consider are the following:

• Avoid people who are emotionally empty inside.  These include people who don’t like themselves because they lack the ability to be emotionally available. They are always preoccupied with their deficiencies, insecurities, and negative thoughts.  They are in a perpetual fight with depression, never feel good, are isolated, are critical and judgmental; tend to not have any close friends, and often distrust people or are afraid of them.  Another clear indication about them is they always feel their needs are not getting met; they have a sense of entitlement and feel angry when they feel people should take care of them and they don’t.  They feel burdened by other people’s needs and feel resentment towards them.  These people can not be emotionally available to build healthy relationships.
• Addictions can also limit the level of availability of the partner to build a strong emotional relationship.  Never marry an addict.  Addictions are not limited to drugs and alcohol.  They can be about addictions and dependency on work, internet, hobbies, sports, shopping, money, power, status, materialism, etc.  When someone has an addiction, they will not and can not be emotionally available to develop an intimate relationship with you!

Additional Points to Consider:

1. The fact is no one looks 25 forever.  Ultimately, we love the person we marry for more than their appearance.  When we get to know someone we love and admire, we’ll love them for their inner beauty and overall essence.
2. Once we find someone, we consciously or subconsciously want so badly for it all to work that we decide not to question or see what is clearly in front of our eyes: they were rude to the waiter, speaks ill of others, is rude to you, etc.  We don’t stop to ask, “What does all of this mean about their character?”
3. Never separate someone from their family, background, education, belief system, etc.  Asking clear questions can clarify this.  Ask questions like, “What does it mean to have a simple lifestyle?” “What are your expectations of marriage?”  “How would you help around the house?” Compare your definition with theirs.
4. Be flexible.  Be open-minded!
5. Giving in a happy marriage should not be confused with martyrdom.  It should be about taking pleasure and seeing the other person as happy because of your connection with them.
6. Morality and spirituality are the qualities that truly define someone in addition to beauty, money, and health.  The morally upright and spiritual person will stand by your side during adversity and hardship.  If someone isn’t God-conscience and doesn’t take themselves into account with God then why should you expect them to fulfill their rights owed to you? The ideal partner is someone who considers giving a gain and not causing a loss.  Having a mutual and shared spiritual relationship will foster a successful marriage.  Furthermore, a successful marriage is one that keeps the laws of family purity which require a certain degree of self-control and self-discipline, as well as the belief that the physical side of the relationship includes the spiritual and emotional side as well.  Finding commonality and balance between the spiritual and emotional aspects of a relationship is a strong key to a healthy and thriving marriage.

The above article was [in part] inspired by and adapted from a presentation by Rabbi Dov Heller, M.A.

Note: Oh ALLAH, please take care of En UKA... He needs U.. Show ur merciful..

Dear reader, please pray for En UKA... May he become a true Muslim... Who knows which one of ur pray will ALLAH hear? So, help me.. He is sick...

hanya DIA

Assalammualaikum...

Saat jari-jemari menikus keyboard, deraian airmata tak mampu terbendung mengalir...
Ya ALLAH aku hamba berdosa...Ya ALLAH, hanya Kamu...Aku hanya punya Engkau Ya ALLAH..
Beratnya bebanan ini rasa tak mampu aku memikulnya...

Ya ALLAH, izinkan aku untuk terus merafak keampunan dariMu...
Ya ALLAH tunjukkan aku jalan...

If and only if..
I never play with u..
Never n ever..

ALLAH, temukan kami di syurgaMu

Kemelut di muara kasih

Assalammualaikum...


Lama dah tak menari jari-jemari kat atas blig nie...
Cuma nak kata.. keadaan makin genting...
Antara 2 jalan, aku masih di tengah-tengah..
Masih terus memohon petunjukNYA,
Siapalah aku tanpa Dia..
Moga dipermudahkan...
Amin...
Moga dilorongkan jlan..
Amin...
Moga berakhir dengan kesudahan baik..
Amin.....


Saya sayang emak, saya sayang ayah.... Sebab tue saya tak mampu nak lukakan kalian kerana kalian permata hatiku..
Andai ini takdir yan telah ditentukan untukku, ku harap ada keredhaanMu bersama...
Seandainya keredhaanmu kumiliki,pasti tidak ku terbelenggu dalam kemelut perasaan sendiri...

Buat aku tersenyum sejenak....

Assalammualaikum...

Hari yang dilalui kini bertali arus dugaan..... Aku tak salahkan mereka.. Aku jua tak memilih sesiapa.....Aku hanya perlukan DIA.. Cuma DIA yang tahu sebaiknya untukku...
Dalam hening malam, seringkali ku terjaga dari lena...oh, ALLAH terima kasih kerana tak pernah menghentikan rahmatMu pada hamba yang berdosa ini.....

Dan tetiba dapat macam nie, buat aku tersenyum sejenak.... ALLAH, sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang lebih tahu kemelut di dalam dada dan perasaanku...

Bibir mengukir senyum sedang hati bergejolak hebat.... Minda seakan tak mampu lagi mencari dan menaakul jawapan sedangkan jiwa sudah seakan pecah...

ALLAH, aku mampu kerana itu aku diuji....

SubhanALLAH...

You are a warm person who is affectionate and emotional. You have a complex emotional pattern. You are a thorough and careful thinker. You like to experiment with new ideas. You do things according to your own rules. You are confident and able to take charge. You have a strong emotional drive and are a great communicator. Next year can be a very good year for you if you take the challenges that await you and be patient with your friends and family 
Anda merupakan seorang yang mesra, penyayang dan emosional. Anda mempunyai corak emosi yang rumit. Anda adalah seorang pemikir yang teliti dan berhati-hati. Anda suka mencuba sesuatu perkara dengan idea yang baru. Anda membuat perkara-perkara mengikut peraturan anda sendiri. Anda juga berkeyakinan dan mempunyai sifat bertanggungjawab.Anda mempunyai pemanduan emosi yang kuat dan boleh berkomunikasi dengan baik.. Tahun depan boleh menjadi tahun yang sangat baik untuk anda jika anda mengambil cabaran yang menanti anda dan bersabar lah dengan kawan-kawan serta keluarga.

Dear Future Husband

Assalammualaikum.....

Honey, you’re so sad. I can’t figure a way to help you. You have so much stress on you and it’s making me sad. I hope when we get older we won’t have this much trouble staying happy.

Please understand, I’m not a physically affectionate person. I’m not comfortable showing affection, and thus, only rarely will I show you that I love you - and when I do it was be in a light touch, a small peck on the cheek, a simple smile. It won’t be some grand gesture. It’ll be so small you’ll miss it unless you’re looking for it.

But I could write down one hundred and one ways that you make my life better. Fifty ways I love you. Twenty things you do that makes me smile. I could tell you how your laughter is better than rain on a tin roof, how your touch makes my heart beat so fast it frightens me. I could tell you that one kiss from you sets my body aflame, and I glow like the moon.

I can tell you that you set my soul alight. That before you I was empty, walking through life with empty eyes. That you’re my sun and stars, the light in my darkness.

But I cannot show you with hard kisses or pressing hugs. I cannot show you by throwing my arms around your neck. I’m uncomfortable with grand, physical gestures.
But I will love you with all my heart. I would love you like the sea loves to be free. I will love you until I am nothingness.

You deserve the best. And if that means we can’t be together just yet, I’m willing to wait. God is still working in us. He’s still working on making me the best I can possibly be ..for you. To love you patiently, kindly, considerately.. To love without envy or pride.. To honor and love you selflessly..

Let’s overcome the odds and have a love worth fighting for. Let’s overcome the odds and have a marriage that lasts. Let’s have this journey that’s not centered on chemistry or simply being in love but have a relationship centered on loving God and becoming who He wants us to be as individuals. Let’s take these two separate paths, combine them, and allow it to lead us to experiencing God in His utmost glory which is through relationships— through our relationship.

For now, let’s live those individual lives, follow our own paths, and let God lead us down this road. Eventually, to each other. Love and be loved. Be happy. Be sad, be angry, be frustrated. Experience. Experience life, experience God.

You’re in my thoughts. You’re in my prayers.

But until then,

Your Future Wife

Akan terus melangkah....

Assalammualaikum....

Ketika satu keputusan ingin direncana, maka takdirNya lebih dahulu mengatasi.
Dalam kesyukuran dan keredhaan menerima segalanya, rupanya mengalir jua air mata.
Bukan mudah menerima biarpun ini pernah diimpikan. Keikhlasan menyayangi menyebabkan tidak mudah diterimanya begitu saja.

Kisah ini tak pernah bermula tapi ia dah berakhir... Hanya keyakinan pada ALLAH yang satu menyebabkan segalanya cuba diterima dengan berlapang dada.
Bohong kalau tiada rasa terluka, sedih, kecewa bila segala yang direncana rupanya tidak seperti kehendakNya. Ku tahu ada kasihsayangNya di sini... Ku tahu ada peringatannya di sini.
Ampunkan hamba berdosa ini wahai yang Maha Pengampun.

Sakit dan pedih yang dilalui sekarang moga terus menjadi ingatan betapa diri ini insan berdosa. Tersalah dalam mengatur langkah perjalanan hidupnya...

Terima kasih Ya ALLAH, tak pernah Engkau sisihkan biar terlalu sering aku alpa dengan perintahMu...
Ya ALLAH, tolong kembalikan dia kepada fitrah. Moga suatu hari dia mencintaiMu dengan sebenarnya.
Aku hanya ingin kami kembali kepadaMu dengan jiwa yang tenang berjumpa penciptanya... Aku hanya ingin kami sama-sama dalam golongan hambaMu yang engkau redhai..
Ya ALLAh, ku tahu niat tak menghalalkan cara, maka ampunkanlah hamba yang tersalah dalam usaha mengembalikan mereka kepadaMu..

Ya ALLAH, berikanlah aku kesabaran dalam menghadapi musibah ini dan temukanlah aku dengan pengganti yang lebih baik.. Amin..


Buat Dia,

Terima kasih untuk segalanya..
Apa yang berlaku adalah jua takdirnya..
Mengingatkan diri ini yang tersilap dalam memahami kamu,
Kepercayaan ini menyebabkan saya terluka,
keikhlasan ini menyebabkan saya kecewa,
Kebaikkan ini rupanya memakan diri...

Namun tiada sesalan untuk kamu,
Kerana kesalahan itu pada saya,
Yang terkadang alpa hanya hamba Allah yang Esa,

Andai takdir seterusnya berbeza dari sekarang,
Itu jua kehendakNya,
kerana ALLAH yang Mengetahui yang terbaik untuk ciptaanNya...

nota kaki: ari itu bestday kawan baik saya, bestday akak ipar saya, bestday calon adik ipar saya dan ulg tahun kawin akak saya, rupanya ari tue juga saya menerima keputusan awak.....terima kasih sebab masih membuatkan saya terasa masih disayangi dan dihargai even saya sebenarnya dah disisih ke tepi........

Ujian Nikmat dan Perasaan

Assalammualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, dapat rezeki lebih sedikit tahun nie...Masih merancang ke mana harus dilaburkan wang yang dimiliki....

Dalam masa yang sama ujian perasaan masih seiring.... Wahai hati, mengapa semakin lemah... Keliru dalam menafsir langkah.. Antara niat yang baik sedang jalan seolah tersalah atur, terkeliru antara 2 persimpangan.. Perjalanan diteruskan sedang berombak pertanyaan....
ALLAH, jangan pernah biarkan diri yang hina ini menentukan nasibnya sendiri...
Jangan pernah biarkan insan berdosa ini terkapar-kapar dalam dugaan yang diberi...

Duhai lelaki masa depan,
Ku tak tahu kamu dimana,
Ku tak tahu engkau siapa..
Mungkin kau adalah yang sedang berdekatan denganku..
Mungkin kau adalah seseorang pada masa laluku,
Mungkin jua kita tak pernah ketemu,
Pintaku bila tiba saatnya,
kita bisa saling menerima kelebihan dan kekurangan antara kita...
Walau bagaimana sejarah yang pernah terukir lalu,
Kita bina sejarah baru dengan izinNya..
dengan mawaddah dan rahmatNya...

Aku wanita biasa,
Punya hati dan perasaan,
Yang kadang-kadang tersembunyi di sebalik gurau dan tawa,
Di sebalik ketidakseriusan itu ada fakta yang tersurat...
Aku wanita biasa,
yang bisa tersentuh hati,
saat melihat adam mengalir air mata,
saat mendengar luahan hati,
bahawa hanya aku permaisuri di hati....

Duhai bakal nakhodaku,
Maafkan aku andai ini bisa mengguris hatimu...
dalam doa yang terkadang lalai,
tetap ku titip sekudus ingatan untukmu..
Moga dipermudahkan segalanya untuk kita...
Kerana takkan pernah goyang yang satu,
ALLAH itu sebaik-baik penentu......

air mata dia

Assalammualaikum...

Hati terasa goyah saat melihat dia menangis....Dia terluka.. Dia kecewa.. Aku tahu itu...Tapi apa harus ku lakukan....Aku tak mampu menahannya... Aku jua tak mampu menghentikannya....
Benarkah kita tidak harus melepaskan dia yang sanggup menitiskan air matanya demi kita?? Persoalan itu berlegar di kepala ku... Namun ada suara iman yang menahan....Dia belum halal buatku... Dan mungkin buat selamanya...

Kalau mampu ku buat dia ngerti bahawa aku tak pernah ada niat melukakan sesiapa, pasti tidak ku lihat air matanya mengalir kerana ku...
Argh, cinta.. mengapa terlalu sulit sekali yaa...

Ya Muhaimin, tolong beri kami petunjuk....
Ya ALLAH, ku serahkan segalanya kepadaMu,
Sesungguhnya hanya kepada ENGKAUlah kami mengabdikan diri.....

Bertemu 2013

Assalammualaikum...

Selamat datang 2013,
Terima Kasih ALLAH, beri saya kesempatan hingga sampai tahun ini...

Salah satu Impian saya pada tahun ini,
moga saya dapat berkawan dengan dia..
Dengan rasa persaudaraan...
Biarpun sukar, saya akan terus mencuba..
Islam itu indah....
peribadi kita menentukan agama kita...
Ya Dzal Jalalilwal Ikram...
Kurniakan kepadaku kesabaran yang tinggi seperti kesabaran Nabi Ayyub alaihis salam...
Kurniakan aku kebijaksanaan seperti Nabi Sulaiman...
Kurniakan aku kepetahan berbicara seperti Nabi Musa dan Nabi Harun,
Kurniakan aku sebaik-baik pekerti seperti  pekerti qudwah hasanah Nabi Muhammad s.a.w...


Ya ALLAH,
tangisan ini kerana terasa lemah masih mengagungkn dunia..
Tangisan ini adalah tangisan hamba berdosa yang bertatih merangkak ke arahMu...


Orang yang paling bebas adalah orang yang paling tenang dalam setiap keadaan....