dalam ms seminggu, 2 dinner kne attend. 1st dinner komander and 2nd dinner course. something somehow unpredictable. tema dinner komander elegant and prompt night while dinner pertema girls in the garden , guys in shadow...
citer dulu dinner komander. pakaian dicarikan oleh my mom.. saya suka mengatakan baju tue baju tunang. berwarna krim2 putih n merelip-merelap ckit namun tak lah mencapub cz saya pemalu..hehe=p . Baju kurung moden. Actually, xnk pkai baju tue but very appreciate my lovely mom, so i used to..=) Pergi dinner dengan separuh hati cz penat dengan keluar msuk makmal for 3 days.. Masa ari dinner tue pun , baru balik makmal.. then siap2 untuk pergi. Don't want to give free2 rm40@ d last dinner 4 commander may b @ pentauliahan 40.. Hujan turun dgn lebat ptg tue. wonder is suratan @ kebetulan as dinner before this also raining time.???
Sampai sne, solat marghrib.. then register. Jumpa d 2 hero at the registration table. 1 as ajk n looks so buzy n d other is standing there looking out the situation. well. they look smart in their suit.=p After registr, masuk dalam n find friends.. Duduk meja with husna, emy n dila (my company members) and also k.safa..(she don't want to sit at the table specify 4 her..wanna be my bodyguard=p).. accompany husna to take umbrella, when go back... em...!!! Ahmad firdaus was there. at my table. That means no peace 4 me as he likes to pulled my leg. huhu=( However thanks because he with Bazli (rarely @ xbcakap@ xkenal ngn dia nie), so it still safe compare if afdhal was there.hehe=p
Wat karangan utk oral arab individu ms dinner. hehe=p that's me.. xsuka duduk diam tnpa wat sesuatu..=} especially menulis. then, it be d modal for ahmd frdaus mengacw. (p/s:br bek ngn dia nie ms menggu kualiti, de cite sbaliknya. nnt len kali sy citer).n mcm biasa, hero sorg nie msti dtg.. n mcm bese gak, sy ngadu kat dia. Sj jer.. Actually, hero tue bukn wat pape pun.. just smile n give sign don't bother me. =]Ms ngadu kat Tourism guide(faiz), dia ckp "aku x terlibat yea".. pnt2 jea ngadu..(why i called him TG, de citer gak.. len kali yea)
Time beratur amek mknn, kne kuar plak..beratur utk amik pentauliahan.. waa...lmbat makan lg a nie.={ pas pentauliahan br amek mknn n makan. Guess what? Saya berhenti makn dh nak habis mjlis. Pas letak pinggan, duk2 balik n xlame pas tue MC mengumumkn mjlis kita dah smpi penghujungnya...huhu.. Biar benor sy lmbt makn @ sy makan banyak??? Well, perut dah msuk angin sebenrnya tue yg xleh makn. Tapi paksa gak makan z xsuka pembazirn. Xcmpur lg berenti2 tarik nafas+ kunyah 40x(yelah tue=})
Something somehow unpredictable... Hati yang terkilan xkan mampu dirawat sekelip mata.. Brangkali itu jua alasn mengapa makann yg sedap xmmpu menarik selera... I hate this kind of feeling. Sorry guys, what u give u get back. Is not a revenge but just to make sure that my heart not hurt too much. Never want to get in dreaming. never want to get any hope from u.
"...i'm a big2 gurlz in a big2 world,
is not a big2 thing if u leave me..."
dinner pertema...
g lmbat cz cik lina de kawad petang tue. So after maghrib bersiap n g tunggu kat bs stop melati. Pakaian ditaja shira.. hahaha.. Xtaw nk pkai ape sbnrnye. Last2 pkai bj blouse biasa. dok tunggu cab, tetiba nmpk ada guys dtg. eh, dak komndr.nk g mane plak tue. Even nk taw, xnk tnyer pun cz xde org yg dikenali sgt..haha.=p
smpi dewan, vvip pun dh msuk..msuk jea a. asik amek gmbr jea..hehe=).. tp check2 balik, xbnyk pun gmbr. perasaan jea lebih, byk dh gmbr..huhu=( no feeling towards this dinner . xtaw nape... Rs mcm nk balik jea. Duhai diri, sabarlah... xnak komen lg a pasal dinner nie. len kali lh... Hate this kind of feeling... Senyum yang terpamer hanya untuk lindungi hati yang kecewa... WAaa...it's hurt.. so hurt...anyway even xmmpu nak evaluate dinner cmne, smpt gak amik gmbr ngn dak2 kelas. huhu... =}
Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hatiku. kuatkan semangatku untuk menghadapi hidup. Limpahkanlah magfirah n kasih sayangMu...agar sejahtera di dunia akhirat...AMIN..
dedikasi buat seseorang...
maaf, saya tak dapat lakukannya..
even still remember ur tear,
but u know me ..
i'm not that kind of person..
i can't do that even i love too...
is hurt frenz.. so hurt...
let Him do all..=)
No comments:
Post a Comment