Dont angry...

assalammualaikum.....

Don't angry when i not talk,
Don't sad when I not smile..
Don't think bad when I keep silent
Sometimes something never had to be explained....


I do what u wish in the letter..
As U happy to share everything with Ur sister,
Cannot shared with me,
Go On..

I never stop it..
If that can make U happy....




nota hati: "When I pretend to be strong, no one sees my hidden tears except Allah. 
When I'm sad and need a shoulder to cry on, no one supports me but Allah. Pleasing a human is very difficult, pleasing Allah is the easiest. 
People sometimes punish me for mistakes I have not done, Allah is the greatest.."

Silent Mode....

Assalammualaikum.....

Silent Mode... If this how I can get u back to me... I will try... Did u think it's easy for talkative person like me to keep silent for a day??... U wrong.... I try hard....
"are u angry??"
--- (geleng kepala)
"are u u sick??"
----(geleng kepala)
"then why u keep silent?"
----(geleng kepala)

I see how u discuss with ur frenz about us... I know u dont know what to do when I keep silent.... I know how u curious when someone had bad attention to me...
"Go, go.. lets me do this...."
Even I didnt give response for what they say, actually I understand that I being the main point in their story...
But I'm not in the good mood.... Many2 things bears in my mind..... I heard everything U say to him... Yes, U still take care of me... Yes, the feel still remaining there....
"Are u tension??"
---just smile....
"are u okay??"
---just smile...

Thanks all for ur care....Sometimes something never had to be explained......Just lets Allah show us the way...

"Cahaya, senyum sikit..."
----smile....
"Xnak cakap yea.... Mulut berbau ke??
----write on paper and show the calendars...( the greatest wisdom is when u konow to keep silent)
Jackie gelak.....
"pukul berapa blik smlm??"

---6.45 (tulis kertas)
Geleng kepala....
hahahahaha

p/s: sebab semalam jackie tunjuk ca;edar kat saya sebab dia kata saya bnayak sangat cakap......


Nota kaki: saya tahu masih ada perasaan itu... saya tahu awak mengadu kat dia psal saya diam... saya tahu dia tnye awak yang kite ade fighting ke... Saya tahu tapi saya malas nk amek tahu walaupun sebenarnya saya nak tahu....

nota hati: Terima kasih Pelayar sebab tunaikn kata.... Semoga Allah tunjukkn pengakhiran sebaiknya untuk kita.... ^_^

Kenangan lama Mr M

Assalammualaikum...

Hari nie bukak balik pendrive lme, terjumpe data2 mse keje kt Mr M dulu... Hahaha.. Ada lagi jadual keje utk pekerja ari Ahad...

		Ingat dulu saya pernah taip jadual nie untuk Fazani dengan Md Nor... (Encik)... hahaha... Terlalu banyak kenangan di situ... Namun banyak jugak air mata yang mengalir di situ... Dalam gembira, ada duka.. Dalam senyum, ada luka... Di situ.. Di tempat itu....Aku mula membenci politik kilang yang xsihat... Di situ, Di tempat itu, Berkali-kali aku cuba disingkirkan.... Di situ, Di tempat itu, berkali-kali aku ditikam... Aku benci... Aku sakit hati.. Meski bukan ku harap layanan seorang puteri... Ataupun penghormatan yang bertopeng basi kerna ilmu xcukup lagi....Tapi entahlah... Aku tak mampu nak ungkap kisah lama yang terselit 1001 kedukaan.. Terus aku akhirkan kalam, sebab aku rasa aku dah jadi emosional... yea, aku akui aku tak dapat luka kisah lalu itu.. Aku tak dapat lupa tangisan aku sepanjang perjalanan ke rumah sehingga aku sesat nak balik rumah sendiri... Aku tak lupa bagaimana aku terpaksa korbankan salah satu impian aku untuk pastikan aku tak kehilangan penat lelah sesia... Bukan aku tak redha... Aku cuma semakin berhati-hati... Aku semakin membenci...Aku semakin curiga semua.. Sekian... Nota kaki: Aku bengang dengan sikap dia.. Aku lagi bengang dengan diri aku.. Dia tak salah... Aku pun tak salah... Sebenarnya dia tak faham aku dan aku tak faham dia..... Nota hati: Bahayalah En Pelayar nie... Karang kalau hati kata sayang, apa maw jadi?:??

Bollywood time

Assalammualaikum....

Lets sing and learn Hindi~~~

Tujhe Dekha to~~ (Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge)

MALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

(Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam) - 2 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

Ab yahan se kahan jaaye hum 

Now where would I go from here?

Teri baahon mein mar jaaye hum 

I will die in your arms

--FEMALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

Ab yahan se kahan jaaye hum 

Now where would I go from here?

Teri baahon mein mar jaaye hum 

I will die in your arms

--MALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

--FEMALE-- 
#La la la la la, la la la la la 
#La la la la la, la la la 
Aankhen meri sapne tere 

My eyes, your dreams

Dil mera, yaadein teri 

My heart, your memories

--MALE-- 
O, mera hai kya 

Oh, what is there of mine?

--FEMALE-- 
(La la la) 

--MALE-- 
Sab kuch tera 

Everything is yours

--FEMALE-- 
(La la la) 

--MALE-- 
Jaan teri, saansein teri 

My life is yours, my breath is yours

--FEMALE-- 
Meri aankhon mein aansu tere aa gaye 

In my eyes came your tears

Muskuraane lage saare gham 

All of my woes began to smile

--MALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

--FEMALE-- 
Ab yahan se kahan jaaye hum 

Now where would I go from here?

Teri baahon mein mar jaaye hum 

I will die in your arms

--MALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

--FEMALE-- 
Yeh dil kahin lagta nahin 

This heart doesn't seem like anything (without you)

Kya kahoon, main kya karoon 

What do I say, what do I do?

--MALE-- 
Haan, tu saamne 

Yes, in front of me

--FEMALE-- 
(La la la) 

--MALE-- 
Baithi rahe 

You stay seated

--FEMALE-- 
(La la la) 

--MALE-- 
Main tujhe dekha karoon 

I will keep on looking at you

--FEMALE-- 
Tune aawaaz di, dekh main aa gayi 

You called out, look I came

Pyaar se hai badi kya kasam 

What vow is bigger than love?

--MALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

--FEMALE-- 
Tujhe dekha to yeh jaana sanam 

I saw you and I learned this, sweetheart

Pyaar hota hai deewana sanam 

That love is crazy, sweetheart

--MALE-- 
Ab yahan se kahan jaaye hum 

Now where would I go from here?

Teri baahon mein mar jaaye hum 

I will die in your arms

--FEMALE-- 
Teri baahon mein mar jaaye hum 

I will die in your arms

 

Nota kaki: I know u try ur best.. I know all U did 4 me.. I know u still cnfused with urself... I'm trying my best to make win-win situation.. No one get hurt... Either u or me...

Nota hati: Jangan bermain kata pelayar... Kerana wanita itu umpama kerak nasi..... Jangan sampai ada hati terluka....

keliru

Assalammualaikum..

Kedinginan itu masih berlaku biar hanya mereka berdua yang tahu. Bicara yang ada bicara isyarat.. Tak terdengar di pendengaran, namun difahami di pandangan.... Keliru dengan keadaan. Bagaimana caranya memulihkan keadaan...Dalam kerinduan saling berlawan... Segalanya seolah samar... Sesekali mencuri pandang, mencari cahaya pada dirinya... Sesekali bertemu di jalanan, hanya tunduk terdiam tanpa suara...
Buntu dalam membuat keputusan... perasaan itu bukan 1 paksaan... kasih tertumpah pada yang setia menemani.....Agama masih menjadi keutamaan...



Gentleman,,,Kerana terlalu menyayangi, dia cuba mengubah dirinya... Cuba menjadi seperti yang diharapkan.. Cuba memahami setiap patah makna yang pernah dilontarkan... Walau terpaksa menyakiti hati sendiri....Hati terluka setiap kali dia berkata tidak... Hati terluka tiap kali dia bersedih...Mengapa sukar ditakluki... Dia tidak tahu mengapa...Perasaan ini hadir tiba-tiba... ini cinta pertamanya......

puisi hati

Assalammualaikum...

Hati ini seperti hati wanita lain...
nampak ampuh dan kuat pada luaran..
Namun rapuh didalam

Ku bukan sengaja menjarak diri,
Ku bukan bermaksud mengangkat diri terlalu tinggi,
Egoku kerana menjaga diri,
Sombongku kerana menutupi kelemahan hati...

Duhai lelaki,
janganlah mudah menutur bicara indah,
Jangan kau buai wanita dengan ayat manismu..
jangan kau cuba2 menguji kehebatanmu,
Biarpun mungkin sekadar bergurau..
perlu kau ingat batas pergaulannya....

kerana wanita itu fitrahnya lembut hati,
sekeras mana dia melawan,
terdetik jua perasaan kasihan...
kerana hakikat kejadian punya banyak kasih sayang...

Love Letter III

Assalammualaikum..

Silent war....Dalam keriuhan namun sunyi.... Dalam kekecohan tapi sepi... tiada bicara antara mereka...Beriak seolah tiada apa... Sedang berperang dengan persepsi dan pandangan sendiri....
Imbas kembali kejadian di pokok itu... Sunyi... sepi... Perasaan membeku antara kasihan dan simpati... Perasaan berdebar antara cinta dan kosong....

Why??? what of the question u say 4 me? Very simple than u say 4 me.. I have no words what i give u answer. What I want u noe ....u anything want, u not hear...what u do?? u do change ur thinking. i also do that type...I talking...I cn cntrol my heart, my eyes, my mine n my hands... my minds any time miss u...

What I do..anything is not like u. Not like also.. 

Hanya insan lemah dalam agama

Assalammualaikum...

Diasak dan ditekan berkali-kali untuk menerangkan perbezaan mengapa Islam dan bukan Islam berbeza, menyebabkan kekerdilan diri.. Sungguh ku hanya punya secebis ilmu malah ku tidak petah berhujah segala... lalu bagaimana harus ku katakan bahawa agamaku adalah agama mulia.. Allah, ampuni saya kerana tidak mampu membuktikan kebenaranMu.. Ilmu yang ku miliki dari kurniaanMu masih tidak mampu menjadikan saya untuk berhujah dengan jitu dan padu...
lalu, ku cari jawapan dengan perantaraan kemudahan yang diberikan....

First of all, be confident that it is Allah, Most High, who provides the right words and only He is the one who guides people to the straight path. You will do fine, Insha'Allah, but you need to put your trust in Allah the Almighty. Focus on the fact that the whole universe is full of evidence indicating that there is Allah (God) and that He is the Creator and Sustainer of all that exists. We can prove this by acknowledging that all this did not occur by accident in space. So if there is a creation, it logically follows that there is a Creator. As such it is up to Him to determine what the purpose of this creation is all about. God, in His Infinite Wisdom, has chosen to reveal this purpose and plan to us through the system of messengers and books. Establish the fact that we are not in opposition with the belief in God, but rather we are only bringing about a clarification and return to the more original concepts

with Islam. You might even let them know that we are all brothers in humanity as well as acknowledging that we come from Adam. The idea of being a Muslim brother or sister is that we are “brothers in faith.” So make them feel comfortable that we are not trying to deny God, His Books, His Angels and His Messengers, not at all. Islam is only making clear what the concept and relationship of Allah is to us. 
Then try to shed light on the concept of Allah by stating that: 
He is the Creator, but not created;
He Sustains, but is not sustained;
He exists, but never within what He created;
He has Divine Attributes, but they are the epitome or ultimate of that characteristic;
He has features, but they are not to be compared to what is in His creation. While He is Perfect in every aspect, His creatures (us) are not. 
You must also emphasize that Allah is far Exalted above His creation and as such we should never try to make Him manifest somehow inside of anything or anyone. Regarding the status of angels, they are perfect. They obey every single command of Allah and never falter in their duties. The idea of the devil being a “fallen angel” is totally alien to Islam. The devil was elevated to worship Allah along with the angels, but he was not one of them. This is usually a good starting point for making things clear for them. 
Another point is to let them know about Adam and Eve. Adam is created from clay, Eve is created from his rib (same as the Bible). The subject of the “sin of the forbidden fruit” is that both sinned. They repented and Allah accepted their repentance and forgave them. Sending them down out of Paradise to the earth was not a punishment from Allah for what they did. Rather, it was something that Allah had destined for them before He ever created them. All of this is a part of the Divine Plan of Allah to make the world a “testing ground” as it were, for them and all the humans that came after them. 
This would lead you into the subject of Islam's stance on the purpose of this life. We are only in this existence for a short period of time to see if we will do one of two things: worship Allah as He has ordered, or worship something that He created. If we fulfill our obligation to Allah in worship and exert our efforts in offering Him sincere devotion, then He will forgive the other minor sins upon repenting to Him, and we would then be admitted to His Paradise insha'Allah. On the other hand, if we do not fulfill our duty to Allah, then we would be thrown into total ruin by our own choice. 
How can we know what Allah wants for us and how can we best achieve our goal, which is Paradise? 
We cannot begin to guess the answer to this anymore than we can create ourselves in the first place. 

We need guidance for this. Where do we obtain it? The only way possible is if Allah the Almighty reveals something to us. This will bring you to the subject of the Glorious Qur'an about half way through your talk. Then explain that the Qur'an is the final revelation in a long series of revelations from Almighty Allah to mankind. It supercedes the previous revelations and as such replaces whatever might remain of them. So, in simple terms you might say that, as the Bible is understood to be the “Old Testament” and “New Testament” then the Qur'an would be the “Final Testament” according to this type of labeling. 
Part of the essential belief for the Muslim is to have firm faith in the fact that Allah, the Exalted, sent down the original revelations in the past. They include: 
•Scrolls of Abraham 
•Torah of Moses 
•Psalms of David 
•Gospel of Jesus 
•The Glorious Qur'an to Muhammad 
Each Prophet, peace be upon all of them, came only to bring the simple message of “There is no deity to worship throughout the entire creation, except Allah Who is the Creator but never in His Creation.” 
I know that this is very wordy and seems too long to say… but trust me, many people came to a better understanding of Islam through this explanation – and by the way, many also made Shahadah (declaration of faith) as well. 
You can now move to the subject of prophethood in Islam. Muslims are taught to elevate all the Prophets to a level of high honor and respect. We do not associate them with major sins and crimes. While we take all the Prophets to such a high degree in Islam, we do not make them as gods or demi-gods. So, Islam clears Prophet Lot of the crime of incest and Prophet David from committing adultery, and so on. Additionally, while taking these Prophets to such lofty status, Islam simply never approves of the status Jesus, peace be upon him, is held in Christianity, rather it returns him to the level that he mentioned about himself as being subject to the authority of Almighty Allah (God). 
By now, you should be close to 30 minutes in your speech. Wrap it up by saying that we must make a clear distinction between Islam and what some Muslims do. Islam is a verbal noun. It is an action, something that you do. It means to surrender, submit, and obey Allah in sincerity and peace in all that we do while here on the earth. If someone does this, then he or she is a Muslim whether or not they know it. “Muslim” simply means the one who is performing the verb or action of “Islam.” Some people have the name “Muslim” while not actually fulfilling the title. So, we would separate the two words and understand that while “Islam” is perfect, those who try to do it (Muslims) are not perfect. 
After many these final conclusions you are ready for your questions and answers. But be ready for the hard part… 
They may ask you questions that you are not prepared for. For instance they might ask about current events in various countries, treatment of women, behavior of some Muslims, etc. 
A simple default answer prepared by you ahead of time is a wise investment in time. You might like to say something like: 
“This is a good question, but it refers to a deeper level of understanding of Allah, Islam and the Muslims. So perhaps I might have another opportunity to speak on these topics in detail.” 
Or you might answer the ones that are difficult or confusing in their nature by saying: “As such, according to the wisdom of Islam, I should not try to answer questions that I do not have enough information on.” 
We congratulate you on your opportunity to serve Islam and to represent all of us as good Muslims. Remember to pray to Allah for success in this event. Make the Du`a' of Moses when he asked Allah to open his chest, make it easy for him, and to untie his tongue and to make people understand his message (or words to this affect). 
Be sure to be early for the event, set up any recording equipment (if you plan to record it) well in advance. Start on time. And just be yourself as a good Muslim. Afterwards, remember to make Du`a' for them later that night, so that Allah will guide them to the truth. 


Country Of Origin : New Zealand

Fatawa Issuing Body : islam online
Author/Scholar : Yusuf Ester
Date Of Issue : 17/Oct/2002

Note: http://www.islamonline.net/servlet/Satellite?pagename=IslamOnline-English-Ask_Scholar/FatwaE/FatwaE&cid=1119503544286


nota kaki: Sebenarnya setiap antara kita adalah pendakwah... Allah, permudahkan urusan kami untuk menyebarkan agamaMu.. Allah, tutupilah kekurangan kami agar kelemahan ini tidak menimbulkan aib untuk agamaMu yang mulia...

nota hati: Cinta bisa sahaja merubah kesusahan yang dialami menjadi kegembiraan... Cinta bisa sahaja mengubah agama seseorang... Allah, berikannya hidayah... semoga dia memahami Islam itu bukan sekadar mengucap sahaja.. malah perlu ada keyakinan dan keimanan...Perlu amalkan dengan seluruh jiwa raga... Allahuakbar....

Love is Cinta.....

Assalammualaikum...

M: I love u, is that U need any other reason ?
F: Of Course, did u think is it enough with just love..Love is not by words..
M: My heart, my eyes, my thinking everytime see u.. What I do, where I go, when I sleep, is all about U..
    When you angry with me at noon, I will get bad dreams at night. Last night I cannot sleep. I had twice bad dreams about U. U angry with ME.. Then, when I comes work, Nor is angry with me.. Spoiled my day...
F: Owh, thats why U keeps quiet today.. Because Nor angry with U..
M: Yes, everytime she gots angry with me... I dont know why...
F: Okay.. then, back to my questions, is that person who calling and sms me is you..
M: owh, swear of God, not me... Is others...
F: Then, who? Everyone say theirs.. u all back up each others...
M: I love u..I will follow what u say.. U say no,so I dont ...
F: I just want to be u friend.. I just want to be like ur sister... U re my little brother...
M: No, dont say that.. I will slapped u if u say so.. I dont want u to be that.. I want u to be my wife.. my girlfriends.  Only that u should choose.
F: We are differents.. Dont u understand??!!!!
M: nope. U are d one who makes d differents... I talk to u many2 times,,, I just want U.. only u... and U..


nota hati: owh, pakcik... adakah anda dapat menyelesaikan kekusutan ini.......

sweet words again

Assalammualaikum...

Jika wanita cantik yang dicari, ia bukan saya....
Jika wanita solehah yang dicari, ia bukan saya....
Jika wanita ayu yang dicari, ia bukan saya,
Jika wanita kaya yang dicari, ia bukan saya....
Jika wanita berpurdah dicari, ia juga bukan saya..
Jika wanita bijak dicari, ia bukan juga saya...

Tapi jika yang dicari wanita yang ingin dibimbing,
itu adalah saya...
Bimbinglah dan berilah ilmu agama..
Walau siapa pun anda....

ayat manis pengubat jiwa...

Assalammualaikum...

It's sweet when someone knows every single details about you.
Not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention.

You know my name, not my story.
You've heard what I've done, not what I've been through.
If you were in my shoes, you'd fall at the first step.

emosional

assalammualaikum...

Lalu harus ku bilang pada siapa resah yang menggunung...
Dikejar dengan dia yang tak pernah faham perbezaan yang aku terangkan...
Diintip dengan dia yang tak mengerti erti berdikari...
Diasak dengan dia yang tak memahami walau telah difahami berulang kali...

Lalu bila emosi lebih menguasai dari logika...
Ku hambur pada dia yang tak memahami...
Kerana aku telah lelah cuba memahamkan...
Kerana aku terlalu penat memendam perasaan...

Dalam sendiri,
Ku kembali pada DIA yang mengerti,
Ku tangisi kedaifan diri sendiri..

Dalam sendu hati kesepian,
Ku katakan pada DIA,
"Allah, jika dia yang tak memahami ku ketika ini
adalah dia yang Engkau takdirkan,
Maka ku mohon petunjukMu dalam menemui noktahnya,
Sekiranya sebaliknya,
kuatkanlah aku melepaskannya seikhlasnya keranaMu...."

Gerak geri anda diperhatikan...

Assalammualaikum...

Pernahkah korang memikirkan setiap gerak geri anda diperhatikan.. Apa sahaja yang anda buat akan ditegur dan diperkatakan... Seperti lagak CSI sedang mencari bukti kesalahan....

Alkisah ingin berkongsi, hari ini berapa kali saya kena tangkap dengan Madam dengan aktiviti saya lakukan kat bilik....
1st, minum  air sambil makan biskut untuk lunch sambil berbual2 dengan ka ZIra..
"Wah, manyak senang2 nyer bual2 smbil tangan naik n makan2..."
"erk?? (terus tergelak) ...tengah rehatlah madam 1 hour...."

Then, tengah buat kerja kat ofis, datang Fadzil pulak, dia duduk situe.... Baru cakap2 ckit.. terus telefon bunyik..
"itu meting agong ape?"
"erk, (gelak dah terus).. hehe..xlah.. fadzil tengah masak untuk customer.. dia tunggu daging lembut"
"(madam pun gelak dengar sy gelak)"

peristiwa 3..
Tengah kemas2 meja yang bersepah....Nampak partner  letak  kertas untuk failing ats meja saya...Rasa geram sebab dia tak nak failing sendiri...terus bangun dengan marah2... tangan buat aksi nak menumbuk n menampar orang...Kaki nak sepak n tendang2 konon.. sambil ambil File untuk letakkan kertas...tetiba telefon berbunyi....
jawab telefon..
"Aiyoo, manyak marah.. tangan pukul sana sini,, kaki tendang2.. marah sme sape...?"
"erk....(memang gelak jer)
"hehehehehehehehhe"

Wah, malu giler.. semua gerak geri asyik ada orang perhatikan.. teringat lagi masa wat aksi depan jackie, then madam call
"aiyo, manyak senang.. goyang2....."\
"erk,..hahahahahahahaha"

Tue tak masuk lagi saya wat aksi nak belasah Nepal dan Bangla kat production, mesti diorang dah banyak kali tengok...
Haha,,, berhati2, kamera berada di mana sahaja....^_^

Love Letter II

Assalammualaikum...

hari tue, saya kan nak cuti 3 hari....So, saya pesanlah kat bebudak Assemble tentang form2 yang perlu diisi....
Then saya cakaplah kat B sebab dia bertanggungjawab isi form tue (dia jer taw...). Dia punyalah marah sebab saya nak bercuti.. Dia tak bagi..Saya plak, 'ada aku kisah'.. Jahat giler saya.. Saya nak balik bikin surprised pada family, dia maw halang saya plak... mana dapatlah kan...huhu

Jom baca surat cinta dia...

"Your heart is a strong but broken.
You have no love.
Anything that I not say for you.
No girl I love you so many
My heart any time firing firing
What i do my eyes come tears
What I do why I like you
But you not heard my half mine go than I am mad
What i say for me
Please you say me..
please you no go...

Any my body you have
my any thinking is you
My anything is you
You No my life,
is no love

I come to the world but some maint sef theore have a two many
I choose for you....

Serious, saya dah edit sedikit dari apa yang dia tulis di tisu itu... Sebab BI dia broken + saya punye pun broken gak... Tapi leh lagi saya faham cikit2 ape dia maksudkan.. Weh, dia karang surat nie masa sy curi mase g toilet sekejap sebelum trun balik bilik assemble.. Msa saya datang tue, saya nampak dia tengan tulis atas tisu nie.. Gaye sebiji mcam kena tinggal kekasih.. sedih giler....Mase saya balik naik motor tue, sempat lagi lambai dia, tapi dia tak layan pon... Sedihlh tue...huhuhu....Series, saya kesian kat dia.. Tapi kesian ini tak bermakna cinta...maaf B.. carilah gadis lain yang lebih sesuai dengan kamu.. Bukan saya....Kita sangat berbeza...
Saya masih menunggu pelayar itu kembali....

nota kaki: dua kali dia tahan saya...
Masa kat dalam cold room, dia tahan tak bagi saya keluar..
Saya cakap saya balik 3 ari jer..
then dia cakap, "3 ari tue umpama 3 bulan..."
kali kedua, dia tahan saya...
saya tak ingat sgt pe dia cakap..
Tp sy ingt 1 perkare, dia kate
"Then, u say, not wait for u..."
"owh, ok.. dont wait for me...Bye..."

nota hati: semalam saya kerja semula.. Zila cakap dia meluahkan perasaan dia terhadap saya kat Zila.. Apakah dia ini....huhu...dahlah, cakap saya gemuk...hahaha=p

no awak 1st prize

Assalammualaikum...

21/5..Hari ini saya pergi beli minyak motor kat Shell. Masa saya nak tengah isi minyak tetiba ada Mr India lalu pas bayar duit kat kaunter dan kata
" eh,u no 1st prize."
"ha, ape?"
"no motor u **** dapat 1st prize hari ini..."
"erk...."
saya hanya tersengih....

Pas tue, saya terus teringat yang Nepal selalu beli nombor kat kedai depan.. Ada dua kedai nombor dekat kilang saya... Magnum dan Toto... So, nampaklah diorang beli...

hari tue saya dah dengar no saya naik jugak.. Sebab diorang (Nepal) bising diorang tak beli, then nombor tue naik....Ceh, ada ke banyak2 no, no motor saya yang tak berape cantik fengshui kalau ikut Cina, yang diorang beli....

Then, hari nie setelah saya balik bercuti 3 ari setengah, tetiba Vinod cakap no saya dapat 2nd prize plak.. So, dia kata saya memang lucky... Ceh, dahlah ko main nombor, then ko libatkan saya jugak..Saya tak bersalah...
huhu...

nota kaki: sebelum balik dapat makan nasi dan mamak mee dan ayam goreng... Sebenarnya dah nak balik, then Madam call cakap makan dulu baru makan...Mulanya saya ingat Madam call perli saya yang tengah minum air...
"nanti balik makan dulu..."
"eh, tak lah madam, saya habiskan air buat tadi.. then baru balik..."
"balik makan dulu..."
"eh, taklah madam, saya nak basuh cawan dah nie..."
"tak.. turun bawah makan mee dulu, uncle dah masak..."
"erk, owh.. hehehe... baik"

nota hati: inai merah dijari makna apakah ini... hahaha.... Maknya orang tiada kerja plus menghargai pembelian emak dari Mekah....hehehe

p/s: saya makan dengan Nepal dan bangla sahaja... Warga tempatan dah balik.Tetiba sahaja Fadzil. Awang ngan Rokhman muncul....bermanis mukalah mengajak Fadzil yang baru dapat anak ke2 duduk sebelah....huhu