is what we called life

assalammualaikum,,,

Today, i want to write in English even i'm sure it will be broken English.. well is not officially matter that need me to follow the rules of grammar, rite??.. I admit that i'm not good enough in writing as I more typically in malay language..

Well, today topic is about how to handle urself when u was being gossip by others,... Oh, no..Not like that.. Nope about how to handle yours but i want to story how i had to manage many people who cares me so much...... Until now I know, I'm being the victim for many persons who envy n jeolousy of mine.. sometimes I feel weird because for me that is nothing they have to jealous about me.. I'm not a brilliant person, not a rich gurlz, not an artist, not model n etc... I  just an ordinary person... I mind my business ...

But there still will be person who annoying n care so much more than I need okay... The fact is I really sick with person who likes to talking behind n make others hate me.. They said what I didnt n make person who I care for make a gap from me.. That is too much.. But, I cant do anything as I'm far away from the person I care for...

So, what can I do is pray n still in contact with the person I care for even they are staying away from me... I know the truth will come after this~~~